Pandas, last night I was in a bit of a funk. My brain was hurling so many thoughts throughout my cranial cavity that I nearly had a concussion. I am not quite sure what started this funk but as sure as the sky is blue, I, for the life of me, could not stop thinking! I hate when that happens don’t you? It’s like falling into a dark hole kind of feeling. And somehow I needed to change this. I needed to change it quick.
I am not quite sure how I got this procrastination bug inside of me, but I did. It’s also intertwined with the feelings of not being good enough, questioning my skills and expecting things to magically work out. I don’t know where my drive drove off to. But somewhere along the line I lost sight of why I was doing what I was going. I stopped hustling. Instead, I was just getting by. Life happened. A Monday to Friday job happened. Saturday and Sunday were filled with long lost chores that had been forgotten from yesteryear. I mean it’s funny how easy it is to let your life slip on by.
Either way, whatever my excuse is, it’s an excuse nonetheless. I haven’t moved my ass to get to where I want, or need to be. So I only have myself to blame. On this Monday filled with nostalgia, I vow to get my shit together. My Monday motivation is to hustle! And I have you guys as support… hopefully. We can hustle together.
This week let’s push ourselves harder. Let’s wake up every morning and be thankful for what we have. Every day I vow to do a little more than what I did the previous day. Because if I don’t hustle for my dreams then I will be stuck in this stagnant pond of crap forever. And who the hell wants that?! I will make a list every week of all the stuff that I need to do. And slowly I will see my dreams come into fruition.
So pandas let’s get hustling. Realise, focus and claw at your ambitions. Make a list, write in your journal, or make a mood board so you can visualise what you need to achieve. Let’s get to it! After all, my number one fear, is to look back on my life when I’m 80 years old and say… “What if I had just done that a bit more? Or had pushed a little harder? Imagine where I would be now.” What a sad realisation that would be. There is no way in hell that I want that to happen. I don’t want missed opportunities. I don’t want to dream about a life that I could have had. AI need a life that’s been lived to the fullest. With no shortcuts. So…. who’s with me?
Peace, Love and Hustle like a Mofo!